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Apr. 27th, 2007 @ 01:03 am This pretty much sums it up.
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Kamikaze - Five Iron Frenzy
KatFreeak: i hate being crazy
SprHairySweTBoy: you're not crazy.... <3
KatFreeak: i feel crazy. there's something wrong with me that i can't fix on my own.
KatFreeak: i cry for no reason.
KatFreeak: i doubt myself and others when i know perfectly well, in the back of my mind, that there's nothing to doubt.
KatFreeak: i have the strongest urge to not be alone, even if it's just talking to people on AIM
KatFreeak: then i obsess and rant and end up feeling horrible for wasting people's time with something so trivial when i KNOW there's nothing really wrong in the first place
KatFreeak: except for me










help.
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Kitty 2
Aug. 20th, 2005 @ 12:05 am stuff stuff and more stuff
Current Mood: content
Current Music: a song that Dan made
Jason didn't come today. he was supposed to work on the room downstairs, but he was sick. he works way too much and he always ends up getting sick because of it. : \

work was very busy today so it kinda flew by. went out to eat with my parents after work when Rose got here. we went to Century House and i got lobster : D

when we got back i played DDR home version for about an hour so Rose could see what it's like. she was completely amazed! she couldn't get over how i knew where the right arrows were. lol it's fun watching newbs but it's even more fun showing off to pre-newbs. hehehe...

tomorrow i have no work! wOOt! supposed to be hanging with Eddface. ono what we're gonna do yet. we'll figure it out.

and would ya look at that... i just chugged a bottle of water. hehe DDR is so good for you <3

my neck and back have been getting very stiff lately from driving and/or DDRing so much. i think it's moreso the driving but i'm not sure. maybe if i adjust the driver's seat it'll be a bit better... ::shrugs::

anyway, i need sleep now
ni ni! lots of <3 to y'all
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Aug. 19th, 2005 @ 01:25 pm it's time for a real update
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Michelle Branch
i haven't posted a real update in a while
so here goes

been DDRing a decent amount lately. DDRed and ITGed last night at Funworld. brought Marco after eating breakfast/lunch at IHOP. i managed to lock my keys in my car, still in the ignition. >_< so i called AAA. they were a bit late but they got 'em out in like 2 minutes. Edd showed up a bit before the AAA guy and the three of us ITGed for a while after. good stuff : D

got work today 2:00 - 6:15. after, i'm gonna come home and CLEAN MY ROOM. i've been threatened with not getting the room downstairs if my current room is still a mess when it's finished. so i'm actually going to make an honest effort this time. weird, huh? i really want the downstairs roooooom.

i'm really starting to regret my lack of attending classes at Riv. i thought at first that i didn't want to go back because of all the bad stuff that happened, but now i really want to. i'm going to be taking some classes at Salem State so i can bring my GPA up enough to go back. maybe next fall? i'd be going in as a sophomore but it'd still be nice. ho hum... : \

time to get ready for work
ta ta for now <3
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Aug. 16th, 2005 @ 01:21 am just because i'm bored
Current Mood: blah
Bold the lines that are true. )
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Aug. 15th, 2005 @ 10:22 pm yes... i'll admit it... i'm obsessed!
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: The Game - Crispy
i am in such a good mood right now. it's indescribable : D

but i need to stop watching CSI. it's a good show, don't get me wrong. but now every time someone around me gets hurt, i get reeeeally squeemish. like about 10 minutes ago my dad tripped over a little footstool and hurt his knee. i thought he might've broken something and it made me dizzy and a lil sick. bleh x_x

i was woken up by my dad this morning five minutes before my alarm was to go off. not bad considering it's usually like an hour or so... anyway, he told me that Jason wasn't starting my room at the end of this week as planned. he was starting it TODAY! they already have the room framed and they're gonna do the walls on Friday. i'm so excited! ^ ^ work today was long and busy but good. ate lunch at Kyotoya with Sophie, Jan's niece who also works at the store. she loves Japanese food as well, so it was fun. she also noticed my Emily the Strange pins yesterday and gave me five little ones today! : D so i paid for lunch and she got me a Mountain Dew to help me make it the rest of the day.

tomorrow = payday!!!! : D i'm gonna get over $400 in this one cuz of all the overtime i've done. super WOOT! i really wanna DDR at the Willows or go to Funworld after work (10 - 4). anyone wanna join me? i'd love the company.

Wednesday = cleaning and organizing my room in the morning then work 2:15 - 8:15

Thursday = no work! hanging with Marco. still not positive as to what we're doing. i wanna go to Funworld but he wants to go to Hampton : \

Friday = work 2:00 - 6:15. hopefully Willows afterwards

Saturday = no work! possibly hanging with Edd. not surrreee...
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Aug. 14th, 2005 @ 11:44 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: sick
i think i'm gonna die. my stomach hurts so much right now
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Aug. 14th, 2005 @ 06:08 pm damnittt
Current Music: ITG songs
i just realized that i was supposed to try 511 on DDR last night. i didn't even DDR ONCE.

damn ITG ad it's silly addictingness...
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Aug. 14th, 2005 @ 01:18 am itty bitty update thingie since i haven't updated in forever and a day
Shawn, Ali, Edd and myself hung and slept at Edd's house Friday night. taws good. broke two more minds with Puni Puni Poemi. next time we hang though, we have to stick to plan...

worked today 9:45 - 5:15. it was busy aaaaaaall day long so it went by quickly. other than that there wasn't much. 'cept this really scary lady who wore shorts and had really hairy legs and had strange fat in weird places. it scared me....

went to Funworld with Dan and his bro after work. saw the usualy peopleses there. i passed Hybrid on Hard and nearly passed Queen of Light and I Think I Like This Sound (because i was really tired). i completely drained myself of energy again. and i even managed to make my throat bleed >_< it was good though.

that's itttt
ni ni!
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Aug. 11th, 2005 @ 11:26 pm : P
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: celly telly

What kinda sex do you like?
Name 
DOB 
Favourite Color 
Times you want to fuck a day.. 2
Fav. position any position as long as its rough
How you like it anyway you can get it
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how good are you? fucking orgasmic
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Aug. 9th, 2005 @ 10:02 pm quickie!
Current Mood: exhausted but happy and giddy
Current Music: Do You Love Me - DJ Doo
~time for a quick update because i'm incredibly tired~

i sat around for the first half of the day, but it was still good. i picked up Dan and we went to Funworld. my goal was to pass Dead End (a 9-step) and i DID!! i didn't get a picture, but i got 103 greats, 7 goods, and 7 misses. we played a lot of ITG, too, and i managed to pass Bumble Bee (another 9-step) with a B+ and I Think I Like This Sound. I feel so good right now even though i'm exhausted. i've improved a LOT over the summer and it makes me happy ^-^ i even attempted Do You Love Me and didn't pass, but managed to do decently. one of the guys who plays there who's good even said i did well.

blah

i'm so tired

XOXO to all
nighty night
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Aug. 9th, 2005 @ 01:00 pm i love this song <3
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Do You Love Me - DJ Doo
i'm SO bored right now...

Edd's supposed to call sometime

::shrugs::

i hope he calls soon so i can either chill with him or hit the Willows

i hate just sitting around doing nothing

even though i got an uber good score on "Do You Love Me - DJ Doo" on Stepmania

BLAH

"I want it all baby can’t you see
If I'm the one you have got to tell me
I got to know if you want me to be your baby
Sometimes you act like you want to be free
I’ll give it up even if it hurts me
Oh let it out baby tell me now, do you love me?
(Do you love me?)

Say that you want me
Say that you need me
Do you? Do you love me?
Say that you want me
Say that you need me
Do you? Do you want my love?

You call me out when you’re feeling down
You want my love when you’re feeling lonely
Oh let it out baby tell me now, do you love me?
(Do you love me?)

Say that you want me
Say that you need me
Do you? Do you love me?
Say that you want me
Say that you need me
Do you? Do you want my love?

Do you want my love?
Do you want my love?
Do you want my love?

Say that you want me
Say that you need me
Do you? Do you love me?
Say that you want me
Say that you need me
Do you? Do you love me?"
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Aug. 9th, 2005 @ 01:58 am wOOt!
Current Mood: giddy
i am so freaking happy right now!

thank you Myspace

thank you Rachele for being an awesome friend

thank you FLCL and kitties!!!
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Aug. 9th, 2005 @ 12:41 am quiz attack!
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Godspell (reminising)
Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"

Romantic Kiss
Lying in bed after making love and just doing whatever.


How evil are you?



How Good are you at Certain Things?
Name 
Age 
Favorite Color 
Nickname 
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Romance - 79%
Self - Control - 87%
Kissing - 95%
Cuddling - 39%
Kinkiness - 38%
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Aug. 8th, 2005 @ 07:34 pm Ryo-ohki!
Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: Daughters - John Mayer
so i didn't pass Dead End :' ( but the Willows was fun.

let Lindsey borrow my DDR Extreme this morning and she gave me stuff! Tenchi Muyo figures and a plush doggie and a CD that i think has a movie on it. thank you Lin-chan!

work today was ok. 12 - 6 isn't bad at all. i have tomorrow off and NO PLANS! it's amazing... so if anyone wants to do something IM me! Wednesday = mucho work. Thursday = DDR with Bruce at Funworld. Friday = work then partay cookout at Vita's house! i'm uber excited about that since i haven't seen many SMH peoples in FOREVER. i think i'm gonna make cookies and brownies for it just because.

now i'm just sitting around, waiting for people's to come back from away. ho hum ::yawns::

please IM me. i'm bored out of my mind.

maybe i'll draw...

ooo! i'ma update my DDRecall first! : D

mrrrrow
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Aug. 7th, 2005 @ 04:36 pm RAWR!
Current Mood: bored to tears
i am SO FREAKING BORED!!!

there're only 24 minutes left 'til we close but it feels like an etertiny :'(

can't WAIT for the Willows. i am SO ready to pass Dead End. i really need my phone back too...

::yawn::
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Aug. 7th, 2005 @ 01:31 pm worky work and bitchy hags
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: the ac above my head
posts from work are always fun : D

hung at Marco's Friday night after work. we watched FLCL and played Stepmania a bunch. twas agood time ^-^

last night after work i met Dan at the Willows. it was fun and i actually almost managed to pass Dead End on Heavy, but some un-fun stuff happened, too. i decided to attempt to play doubles on Standard and i didn't do too well (ie - i failed my first song ^-^') which i didn't really mind because i'd only played doubles like 2 or 3 times before. but there was this woman watching and she started dissing me like i just failed a song on singles, Light. it really wouldn't have bothered me, but she kept on like she'd mastered the game or something when 10 minutes beforehand i had to explain the point of the game to her. then she goes and pays for Dan to play, saying that he's better than me and it just made me feel like shit. frigging people. then i managed to forget my cell phone there but i called it this morning and they're holding it for me, so it's ok. also, i gave Dan a ride home last night which meant sticking his brother's bike in the back seat of my car. i was searching around in my car this morning just to make sure my phone wasn't in there and i noticed a nice big three corner tear in the seat. NOONE IS EVER PUTTING A BICYCLE IN MY BACK SEAT EVER AGAIN! i have the shittiest luck sometimes.

i need to make covers for my car seats VERY soon.

oh! forgot to mention that Dan and i played doubles together, one of us on each side. twas funn :B

last night, talking to Shawn online was fun, too! ^-^ stayed up 'til after 3:00 talking to him and i'm not even tired. ^ ^

probably gonna go to the Willows with Dan again tonight. maybe i can pass Dead End this time and NOT get bitched at by stupid old hags....
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Aug. 6th, 2005 @ 06:04 pm Stolen from Bernadette who stole it from Christina
Current Mood: happy
just thought i'd pass this along

http://www.thewmurchannel.com/news/4815733/detail.html

LMAO XD
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Aug. 5th, 2005 @ 01:21 am O_O'
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: suck
wow... i didn't really think it could be possible, but the Japanese version of the Sailor Moon opening theme is JUST as sucktastic as the English version, but LONGER which makes it worse.

just wow......
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Aug. 5th, 2005 @ 12:58 am fighting evil by moonlight
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Dreams Come True -S.E.S
ack! i haven't posted stuff since forever ago! so here goes:

8/1 - Bad News Bears with Marco was good. then work. then home.

8/2 - Edd's birthday: DDRed a bunch at the Loop in Methuen, then at Funworld. watched some Sailor Moon, too. that show is so bad XD

8/3 - did nothing, then worked 2:15 - 8:15. Herb's car wouldn't start so it took forever to get out of there >_<

8/4 (today) - Edd didn't have work so we chilled at his place for a while. DDRed some with Mark then saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. it was weird, but pretty good. i think Tim Burton is madly in love with Johnny Depp. Bruce wanted to hang today, too, but i made plans with Edd first so we'll have to re-make plans. lol came home and watched Mixed Nuts with the rents and Becky

tomorrow i've got work from 9:45 - 3:45 then i'm hanging at Marco's house for a while. bringin movies and stuff, so should be good.

's all for now.
<3 ni ni
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Aug. 4th, 2005 @ 02:15 am JACKIE MUST READ!
Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: Dreams Come True -S.E.S
Jackie! remember that song i was obsessed with last Septemper? the one from the Fushigi Yuugi AMV you had and unfortunately lost?

I FOUND IT!

i did a search on yahoo, found the lyrics, then searched on Limewire and actually found it! now i'm reobsessed : D

it may not be the best song ever, but i love it so much <3

that's all
ni!
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